End-of-Year Blues

It was disastrous.

Despite the fact that I kept counting on what might be my possible grades (for all 6 subjects, mind you), today then I realize that my effort is futile. I won't get 3.5 and above... WTH!!!

I'm just awestruck how hard this ADFP can be. You see, those in other programs just need to aim for 80 and above in order to get an 'A', but it is a totally different case if you talk about ADFP.

We keep on thinking about 89 and above. Have I told you that 89 is only B+??

Dat's crazy, man! How can you write that good? Okay, I might get something for writing, but how can you expect yourself getting a hottie shittie 100%, yet after socializing with your dearest calculator, it's still a B+???

The best part is, I can do nothing.

No, I'm hopeless. Eh, that's an understatement. I'm going to be crazy!!

I'm crazy enough that I am qualified to study in 'University of Tanjung Rambutan', one of the Ivy Leagues in Malaysia...

Hafidz: Hafidz, stop being pessimistic, please... This is not the real you!!

Okay, okay. What was I'm going to share? Yes!! The blues...

I've gone through 5 exams, and I still have another one to go - Math. But it's goin to be held on Thursday, so I can nick my precious time and update thi blooog.. Duh. Believe it or not, it has been 3 months and 29 days since the first day I left home for INTEC. the beginning of my college life...

And it has come to an end. Yes, the semester is over. Since I'm not applying to fly next year, i don't have to sit for SAT and the ever boring TOEFL this year. Great!!

But that means my semester is going to end sooner. To be exact, this thursday...

Can you believe that? Time runs so fast that I can hardly forget Jan 14, the day that I was enrolled in Program Kepimpinan Tun Razak, the program that I knew Makkau. I still feel that my SPM year is very close to me, as if time doesn't walk away.

Yet, it's happening otherwise. Well, studying in Boston for 3 months and 29 days is really fun and I honestly think that I haven't had enough.

I want the laughter to remain.

I want JK to be my class rep.

I want Aida and Syafiq to be in the gossiping session.

I want to debate with Sandy, Foong Yii, Mei, Joelyn, and Yang.

I wanna kacau Makkau even more. :)

I have to accept the fact; the semester is about to end.


Sadness is inevitable, you know. So, goodbye, Boston. i'm going t o start a new life.