Life is unfair???

Hi there... I had an OK weekend, an added value this week as I got the chance to spend time with my 2 most beloved teachers; Mizz rabiah n Madam Kayz!!! Seniors, juniors, frens out there!! Don't be jealous r.. HEhehehe... It takes less than rm1 of your credit just to know your beloveds' whereabout. N, so it happened...

We had a HUGE meal together, not mentioning the surge of laughter that exploded at our table!! Hehehe... reminiscing bout happy memories, n of course the hot issue; the overly-exam-oriented schools...

Their findings in these top schools are similar to mine; they are as good as factories producing strings of A's. They teach, but teaching only for exam. They have modules, but they are exam modules. They don't have Oral Test Record. But amazingly, we have everything that these so-called top schools don't have. We have Oral Test. In fact, almost every activities in English class is conducted in groups, n lots of presentations. We have modules, but the modules were specially created to cover every aspects of the syllabus, and extra info which are beneficial for future study... See? N they boldly call themselves great schools.

No wonder their products can hardly converse in English. No wonder they couldn't think out of the box. Not to say that my school is the best, but think about these schools which claim that they are the best!!! Think, this is the dark side about SBP, and gov in general...

Then, we talked, talked, n continued talking until we landed on an interesting issue; Harry Potter. MIzz would have made me burst into tears on the spot if she mentioned You-Know-Who. She even noticed about You-Know-Who n me when she read The Deathly Hallows n wathced Order of the Phoenix.How sad can it be, when a bond of friendship just blown apart because of progressive misunderstanding? I don't want to experience it any more.

Well, it's almost impossible to have loyal (very) friends like Ron n Hermione. (Okay, it's just a story, but just give me some space to reflect on my reading!! ) They sacrificed every single thing that they could to make sure Harry's mission was achievable, even when they are on the verge of death. Tell me, based on your reality thinking, how many friends in your life will be ready to sacrifice anything for you??

All that u get is excuses-lame ones, I would say.

"Xpat lah son, bz."
"Xda masa lah son, ku ada kerja tok."
"Ku xdpt tolong kau. Shift smpe malam."
"Sukati ko mpun."
"Gik asa."

Hmm... Life is indeed unfair. When u help others selflessly, will they think bout ur sacrifice? When u r scolded by other people to cover ur mistakes, will u ever be thankful? When u r visited by Death, n ur friends wake u up n run for ur life, have u ever said thank you to him?

Are u still saying life is fair? U r crazy...

But still, never lose hope. We know that someone will owez be thinking of you, no matter how difficult your situation is. N, hope will always be there for those who believe n look for it, right?

I escorted my beloved teachers to the cab, n it's another sad farewell......